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Date: 2019-04-22 02:30 am (UTC)
photoshooter: (DISGUST 📷 You ate that??)
From: [personal profile] photoshooter
peace? sure. i'm not a bloodthirsty warmonger or anything, i want things to be good and nice and livable as much as the next reasonable person.

but it's super messed up to "understand" the situation back on eos as two countries at war. the empire already WON, they turned on our king and capital at what was supposed to be peace talks and killed my friends' families. they created daemons - monsters - to use in their army and didn't even care what it was doing to the planet. to their people. and ardyn PERSONALLY hurt me and both my friends who are here, over and over, laughing all the way as he took EVERYTHING from them.

that's not something i can just put aside so everyone can play ~let's get along~ at a birthday party.

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Date: 2019-04-22 03:03 am (UTC)
photoshooter: (LOW PROFILE 📷 Mess of hangups)
From: [personal profile] photoshooter
[Haha. Que será, será sounds pretty dismissive to Prompto, but maybe he's just too sensitive. It sounds reasonable enough, that isolation and hatred and pain make it so much harder to be good and so much easier to get satisfaction from tearing people's lives apart.

It sounds reasonable enough, but hasn't everyone he loves, Ignis and Noct and Gladio with their stupidly noble souls and their honor, their pride, their duty--haven't they suffered, too? Haven't they suffered immensely, at Ardyn's hands and the rest of the world's, without that hurt ever tarnishing what it is that makes them so good?

Whatever. Prompto gets it, he thinks. This guy's got something he believes in, something that makes him give and forgive like a saint, like the Oracle. It's sickening that he's giving that faith to Ardyn, who has some next-level knack for taking the benefit of the doubt and stabbing you in the back with it.

But Prompto's biased, probably. Hard not to be when you've been pushed off a moving train by a guy.]


k. don't say i didn't warn you, though. he was nice to us too b4 he murdered my best friend's fiancee right in front of him.

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Date: 2019-04-22 11:54 am (UTC)
photoshooter: (BEAT 📷 You worried about me?)
From: [personal profile] photoshooter
heh. well, that's me, happy go lucky side character. wouldn't be doing my job if i didn't go all out about glitter candles and chocolate cake.

so how should i give you my camera?

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Date: 2019-04-22 01:39 pm (UTC)
photoshooter: (EXHALE 📷 Are my best friends.)
From: [personal profile] photoshooter
[Oh.

It makes his heart sink, reading that. He feels selfish and childish and chastised for it, even though he doesn't think that's the guy's intent. It's just, he gets it, that wish to create happy memories, that need to make something to show someone exactly the light they are in the world. That's exactly what his camera is to him, the embodiment of that wish.

So it hurts, having it rejected. But Prompto also feels understood, in some way.]


ok. i mean, that's a bummer, but maybe we'll have a super smiling photo op some other time. (^_^)




um, for the record, i


[The rest of the sentence is a while in coming.]

i wouldn't be happy with any of those things, i think. the things you said about hurting him or driving him out, they just make me feel bad. not bad for HIM, really, just. bad.



i just wish he wasn't here. you know?

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Date: 2019-04-23 01:11 am (UTC)
photoshooter: (SCARED 📷 No no no...)
From: [personal profile] photoshooter
no.

the things he did to me





i can't. maybe the others can, but i can't. not ever.

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Date: 2019-04-23 02:04 am (UTC)
photoshooter: (WRIST 📷 Think there's a flaw in my code)
From: [personal profile] photoshooter
just be careful. ok?

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